pacman

it snows outside. last three days were warm spring days with 20 C temperature. Now it snows. my head is heavy, it is hard to carry. i am not doing anything other than eating chocolate, listening to music, and sleeping to please my self. i think, if i had known that i would live that way for that much time, i would have hardly been able to stand it. but in everyday itself there is hope. since tomorrow is a new day, you keep going, you stand it. in Oldboy - a Korean movie- he says, "if i had known that they would keep me in here for 15 years, would that have been easier?", i dont know either, which one's better, knowing that you will be released in 15 years or hoping to be released everyday. From my experience, i know that it is not easy to keep hopes alive for long times under repetition, against the power of induction; be reminded that all the knowledge we have is based on facts reached by induction.