(A Spotless Mind)

dunya genis (yola cikis noktasi)
working stations (bir fikir)

the pianist from shiningbach

if i hadnt seen that the world is so wide in my childhood (and dreamt such** things), i doubt if there would have any good will and non-egoistical dreams left in me, for now and tomorrow. i have seen the world through- and in guidance of- tv.

the truth about life is boring, it is so boring that you even do not feel like to talk about it when it is in your mind, it is so obvious that* it is not an answer to ANY question in the world. (or maybe we may say "it can not be..") so people have built everything on the dark side, eventhough they have had the light at the very beginning. it was not by purpose but inevitable due to human nature. human thought could have only grown in the dark, and it did. centuries passed and people forgot the beginning, the thought of the light has become a legacy. the grown human thought, some say is now immune to light, they say, they have brought their thoughts under light and opened their eyes but it did not vanish. can it really survive in the light? can you really open your eyes and still "think"? maybe in all i ve written there are some wrong questions, humans always suffer from finding the right questions. do they? :)

people are not like cockraches, they dont gather in dark, they gather under light. (yes, 'with closed eyes,though.')

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basharflerimizi okuldaki kuyruklu piyanoya (steinwaye) kaziyip dayak yemek (fake memories about a real girl or dreaming backwards)


*that: for that